Heart Broken....

what can be said when you find out one week prior to Valentine's day that the love of your life, the one girl you have been pouring all of your creative mind on for, has been seeing another man for the past two years?
what can one say after hearing "I love you" from that girl, and then she says that she has doubts because of this other man?
to say that I wake up everyday wishing to be dead, is an understatement...
I always considered myself a warrior, but now I have lost all will to fight.

broken, beaten... all is left is to bleed and have my head mounted in a wall (has anyone seen Batman: under the red hood?)
as my grandma used to say now I am "besides Fcked up and beaten up"